Failure I am
Ambition I have lost
Tears I have many
Rain my only friend
Masking my pain as best it can.
Wish I would be big enough to push through invisible walls
Walls trapped in my head.
Trading accomplishments for a bed I can’t seem to escape
Sitting up feels like too much
Worry has replaced worth
Where is my worth?
Is it the pile in my bed, all that’s left of me.