Goodbyes

Hate

Selfishness

Priorities

Love

Hoplessness

Memories

Hope

Forgetfulness

Lullabies

Death

Dreaminess

Goodbyes

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Depression

Surface stereotypes

Depth of emotion

Loving beyond the eyes,

Breathe in the pain

Shortness of breath.

Living to lie

Lying to live.

Hope springs eternal, somewhere else.

Clinical and major,

Prescription and pill bottle

Hoping for hope.

Striving to Be Less

Too big to touch

Never enough

Sink or swim

Sink or shrink

Forever trying to shrink

Weakest link

Appetite too large for the table

Wishing I was able

Trying to weather the storm

Hoping for any other form

Desperate for more

Striving to be less

 

Trouble Finds Me

Trouble always seems to find me

No matter where I have hidden my heart somehow Trouble finds it

Troubled heart and troubled mind

Equals a troubled soul

And my sole is weary

From walking from problem to problem

Never finding the solutions

Math with no answers

Poetry with no rhyme

lonely

I am no stranger to loniless

I sit in a psych ward in a foreign country

Feeling absolutly alone.

Without friends, without family, and without homeland.

Lonley tears fall to but nobody will notice

theiri strange languages echo in my ears expecting too much of my much to fragile brain

I want to go home

At least I could live my last days in comfort and maybe I would change my mind but this

lonely is only encouraging acts that can never be taken back